Through the Looking Glass

Saturday, November 04, 2006

I had this dream last night (Nov.2, 2006), where I was in a boat... and then the part of the boat where we were on started to capsize so we had to go to the front of the boat where there was this gorgeous guy who helped us through the window into the front. Seems like he was a passenger too. Anyway, there we were and my friend (forgot who) and we chatted him up for a bit. He was remarkably funny and charming, sort of like Logan from Veronica Mars. Haha! There’s a reference to that show again. Anyway, he was really cute so despite the fact I was already practically attached (to someone who looked like Mikee of PBB Teens of all people! Weird! I don’t even like the guy!) I still liked him and was all flirty and charming right back.

We end up at the French Baker restaurant in Ortigas (if there is such a place) and I’m there with two friends. Unexpectedly we run into the Boat Guy and he gets this call on his cell. For some weird reason he doesn’t want anyone seeing him (is he a spy? Or a detective?) so he uses me as a shield, he asks me to hug him! Oh my! And in front of my two friends I do. And not just that, we are in the middle of the street with throngs of people passing by… Our hug lasts for a good while, maybe 5 minutes since I even remember looking into French Baker and noting there was hot and cold water served for coffee perhaps. Hehehe! It really felt good to be in his arms and he was of a nice height, we were perfect for each other… My arms were around his neck. He was chatting up a storm on his cell, like he didn’t really feel the need to hang up. And I didn’t really want to stop the embrace, you know. I was about to say “You should at least buy me dinner for the trouble” when I woke up. What a lovely dream! Totally PG rated, you understand, but totally romantic, toe-curling-I-could-just-melt insanely lovely dream of this guy… I know I’m going to have this someday and I don’t want to force myself to like just any guy. A lot of men are needy and looking for love too and while I would want to be less needy together, face it, I’ve come this far. Two and some months before my 27th birthday and I get a dream like this! I know this is my sub-conscious telling me to “yes, get a move on, you’re not getting any younger. Don’t fool yourself, you know you want to be in a relationship.” But at the same time, I think it’s telling me I can be with an okay guy or I can hold out for that someone who makes my heart sing and makes me want to hug him even in the middle of a crowd during rush hour in Ortigas. And isn’t this what every girl REALLY wants?